Lama sudah aku tak menulis teriakan isi jiwa. Doa ku untuk bulan Februari memang tercapai, tapi Maret menyuguhkan sensasi tersendiri di angka-angka awal.
Aku mengecewakannya, justru orang yg paling aku sayangi. Gadis itu mulai membenciku, membenci kelakuanku, membenci semua orang di sekitarku juga.
Maaf, aku memang bodoh. Karena itu, aku selalu membenci diriku sendiri. Karena itu aku membenci perbandingan. Aku tak suka dibandingkan, karena akan terlalu jompang saat seseorang membandingkanku dengan orang lain.
I just want you to forgive me, forgive myself. All I need is you. All I want is you. Sounds like selfish, but however I found another taste with you. You make a different life. You wake me up to the world. You raise me up at the time. I'm happy with you. That's my fool, and you want I to go to another place where I never know the place.
So sorry if I hurt you hunny. I didn't mean. Forgive me, I won't to go. I really feel so comfort with you.
It just a little thing that I want to share. I hope you read it and you give me another chance. Again and again, I want you to give me a chance.
Hmmm, I'm just a motherfucker. I'm just a silly boy. I'm just a scumbag.
And now I regret for what I did.
